Wednesday, August 12, 2009
~everyday life~
Back to blogging after suffering from backache, fever, flu, and sore throat..
H1H1? maybe, but what the hell i'm still alive and kicking.
Lately so depressed and happy, to hell with this mood swing!!
always making me like this, and i don't have a period thank you very much.
exam next week, haven't studied always doing something else instead..
worried? yes, but willing to make an effort?
what a miserable year it is for me, always sleep in class..brain degrading because never use brain, idiotic me.
Where is the study spirit, why am i like this, i hate myself more than anything now.
no point feeling useless, i need to buck up..but how can i when i reached this point?
laziness is the word for me, what a fucked up person i am..
Seriously, i need to wash my face and start studying..or else what the hell am i suppose to be when i grow up, a toilet cleaner?
Sorry for the emo fucked up post, ain't feeling so great now, just blogging for the sake of it.
if i still remain like this i'll just delete my blog.
~*nicholas*~